one day

Nd today instead of wakin up I woke up
 nd realized time dnt stop nd.wait 4 pain nd pain does fade away in time
 budd realizing it dnt make it the truth
every day I fall so low that my heart forget to hurt
yea I wanna b ok budd I'm not ok
 nd I.try to b happy budd misery is a thief nd takes it away
730days I've been hurtin in those 2years feel like eternity
 nd I wonder everyday why I fail so hard 4 u
 nd neva got back up again ur my weakness my constant reminder of pain
..my desperation ..my depression my heart beat my reason to not smile I block my love 4 u out wit my distraction nd all those the distraction do is send me straight back to u
 my day will come wen you will not b my breath takin pain my heart breakin love song nd my neva gonna love again
 budd intill that happens I jus pray 4 jus one day u dnt cross my mind nd everything doesn't remind me of u nd I dnt cry nd the pain doesn't hurt the way it did b4 nd truly then I will b ok