thoughts

Nd sleepless night are wat I'm use 2

Tears fallin that's all I kno
. I'm tired man so tired somebody release me I'm screamin can nebody hear me
nd not jus the scream budd the pain inside the scream..
 The hurt all the tragic memories ..
plz dnt ask 4 my love cuz I can't give it
 plz dnt cry wit me I have enough tears 4 da both of us
 I'm hurtin nd slowly fallin..fallin nd quickly hurtin
..why can't he love me again
 why can't my dad c that I am worth more than wat he thinks
 nd y can't I look in da mirror nd see this beautiful diaster
 inside I'm cryin wit a constant smile on my face
I want my old heart back nd my pure soul
..my mind only remebers the wrost cuz the pain last longer
..I need 2 b stronge I fall easily break easily how can I make myself believe I'm beautiful..