beyonce

ok so beyonce im tryna look past the fact that they said u wroship the devil

because truly yours songs get me through alot

one day

Nd today instead of wakin up I woke up
 nd realized time dnt stop nd.wait 4 pain nd pain does fade away in time
 budd realizing it dnt make it the truth
every day I fall so low that my heart forget to hurt
yea I wanna b ok budd I'm not ok
 nd I.try to b happy budd misery is a thief nd takes it away
730days I've been hurtin in those 2years feel like eternity
 nd I wonder everyday why I fail so hard 4 u
 nd neva got back up again ur my weakness my constant reminder of pain
..my desperation ..my depression my heart beat my reason to not smile I block my love 4 u out wit my distraction nd all those the distraction do is send me straight back to u
 my day will come wen you will not b my breath takin pain my heart breakin love song nd my neva gonna love again
 budd intill that happens I jus pray 4 jus one day u dnt cross my mind nd everything doesn't remind me of u nd I dnt cry nd the pain doesn't hurt the way it did b4 nd truly then I will b ok

t.i

ok so i truly believe we r gona get marry one

day we jus gotta get rid of that baby mama of urs

o how i wanna b the red carpet

my xscape from the world

music

the ex-factor

so i talked to my ex today wow i guess thats what every girl dreds well i atleast i did so many emotions so much anger build up so much love still there ppl ask me how could u love him do u even no what love is your to young 2 UNDERSTAND do u even no the tru meanin bud i understand jus fine he told me he miss nd that he still cared etc etc budd im smarter than that nd i kno that simply there jus words im not gonna lie i am sad bcuz apart of me wants to run back jus forget the past  and pretend it doesnt exist

budd then mi heart rewinds the time back nd i remeber the pain the disappointments

the tears those lonely nights full of no phone calls them hopingg and praying he didnt forget about me

nd then i realize truly i cant go back which makes things wrost to no that foreva we will depart from eachova

to no that i gotta b smarter than this... hurts cuz sometimes i wanna b a dummy nd b with him again

budd tonite ill forget everything the hurt the pain the wishin those things jus dont exist  nd jus simply have this one

night to enjoy his conversation like old times nd at that very moment nothing else matters

this womens worth

nd sometimes i truly forget that i am worth more then what i thought even though i get my my mind twisted around what i should b gotta b nd what ppl tell me to be i am foreva the best i could b so for today ima look past that nd look in my soul nd see this womens worth

o to be in one of these pictures upon the wall one day

thoughts

Nd sleepless night are wat I'm use 2

Tears fallin that's all I kno
. I'm tired man so tired somebody release me I'm screamin can nebody hear me
nd not jus the scream budd the pain inside the scream..
 The hurt all the tragic memories ..
plz dnt ask 4 my love cuz I can't give it
 plz dnt cry wit me I have enough tears 4 da both of us
 I'm hurtin nd slowly fallin..fallin nd quickly hurtin
..why can't he love me again
 why can't my dad c that I am worth more than wat he thinks
 nd y can't I look in da mirror nd see this beautiful diaster
 inside I'm cryin wit a constant smile on my face
I want my old heart back nd my pure soul
..my mind only remebers the wrost cuz the pain last longer
..I need 2 b stronge I fall easily break easily how can I make myself believe I'm beautiful..